“I will
never accept this. I just won’t. I can’t. I’ll never miss you any less, and you
being gone will never hurt any less. And trust me, I considered throwing myself
into a dramatic quest to get you back, but I won’t,” she had to laugh a little,
“I can’t, at this point, because I have a daughter who needs me, and a husband
who has lost too many people already.”
Grief – Chapter 4 – Kimiko93 – Critical Role (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]